Two years ago today it was confirmed that i had Hodgkins lymphoma. I had spent the prior days consumed by thoughts and what ifs, even after diagnosis i spent every night awake spiralling that it wasnt real and it was just a silly mistake, theres no way i could have cancer. Deep down i knew the syptoms i was experiencing the summer leading up to mu diagnosis was all the confirmation i needed, the final blow was hearing the doctor confirm it. September always has this looming feeling to it now as